Bleak& Dreary

      I hate this year's christmas, it's so sad and just made my self- esteem sink even lower. There were problems from here to there, there were even some that I didn't know existed. I actually thought and hoped that  i'm going to use this year to chase all those dreams that seemed so impossible before, but what did I just end up doing? Yes, I gave up some of those aspirations. but, knowing me i'd probably just find a way to vent out this feelings by asking my mother to buy me sorts of things. But deep inside I know that doing so will not help me get rid of those sleepless nights accompanying failure.

               
          I can only wish right now is a better year for me in my frustration. pffft.

Frosty& Santa

           Okay, there is no doubt that christmas is the glamorous of all holidays. Why not? The glittering lights and the excuse to be over the top is enough for it to be everyone's favorite holiday. It used to be mine too,when I was studying I would go home from school and just be surprised and overwhelmed by the sudden change in our house.

             

              The sudden appearance of this collection was so surprising for me when I saw it that I suddenly became excited on other future Christmases.

              And now that Christmas is here again I think I wanna change my mind. It's my first christmas as a non-student and this is where the horror begins. My mother tells me that its time to put up decorations and tells me that I should do it. Being unartistic as I am I refused of course, but holiday decors cannot be put off  she asked me of course to help her put it up.

             That's when I found out that beneath the glamour the dust comes first. I wont forget the sneezing and wiping I had to do. But of course I didn't do it all some still has dust in them. you can't blame those are enough to trigger allergies you didn't know you had, but still I survived. Now all the basic decors are up, and I just hope that I won't have to put up anything again.

Our half- lit christmas tree

Free Literature

         Many people dream to be a writer. They may want to be a poet, see their books in bookstores or just wants others to read their works like me. Nevertheless, it's a huge achievement for us wannabes to be just read if not appreciated.
   
        And this is what Tado Jimenez did exactly he launched a book and planned to do it Star Wars style. You know, una muna yung last part paatras. Anyways let me dish out kung ano ang meron sa new venture nya na ito.
     
         Una muna nating pansinin yung style, well parang kay Bob Ong din may sariling kakulitan at pinapakita yung paraan kung paano nabuhay si Tado. This style is something na very effective may pagkamasa kasi. And what's more nakapagcontribute pa ng mga opinions yung fans ni Tado. Next, yung mga not- so- good comments naman. Syempre may mga parts na boring di naman maiiwasan yun. And yung annoying na typographical errors and yung political inclination nung book.

         Actually, I find it cute na may pagka family- oriented yung book kasi may contribution yung anak ni Tado and meron pang family pic sa loob. Astig. Kung sa trying hard na book review e macurious kayo bili na kayo ng book 150 lang samahan na rin ng bond paper kaylangan kasi e. eto nga pala yung book cover baka malito kayo e...

Confessions of a Brat

        Being a brat is never easy. Surprised? well who wouldn't be. Ano pa ba naman ang mahihiling pa g isang brat? Well, marami actually, isa na dito yung maintindihan at yung makita na hindi mababaw. Ang hirap maging brat lalo na kung minalas ka na mapunta sa less fortunate na family. Bakit? Kasi kailangan mong piliin kung ano yung siguradong paag hiniling mo e makukuha mo.
     
         Actually, mahirap yung gusto mo pero kahit anong gawin mo hindi mo makuha. Lalo na kapag sanay kang nakukuha lahat ng gustuhin mo.Tapos dadating pa yung time na kapag tinanong mo yung isang tao kung naiintidihan ka nya tapos sasagot ng oo pero kapag tinanong na kung ano yung naintindihan nya ang sagot: naintindihan nya na kaya mo nagawa yung something kasi isa kang dakilang brat.. Ano ba yun? Ang babaw ng tingin sa iyo di ba. Wala namang ganyanan hindi lang naman puro kababawan ang alam namin e. May mas malalim na dahilan kung bakit ganito ang isang tao, hindi lahat madaling kunin pero sana kahit understanding lang na may depth maibigay. Kahit yun lang

Gossips, Backstabbing& Pretensions

      Girls shouting at each other in classrooms, whispers behind each others backs? Hindi na bago yan, everybody has seen it all before their eyes whether in reel or real life. I  have met and dealt with these people before and mind you it's not very easy to rub elbows with them. So let's have a roll call on the people I hate and meet these creatures we all need to be careful with.

     First up, yung mga lagi kong nakikilala tunog bitter man pero tatawgin ko silang mga ingrata. So how did I meet them? Ganito lang yan we hang out for a very long time, naging mabuting kaibigan enough to deserve valentines card from them, invite others to join our friendship and the next thing I know hindi ko na sila katabi sa seating arrangements and worse walang naka- reserve na seat para sa kin. Pathetic I know, but you really will think about what have you done or did not do to not deserve the loyalty.
   
     Next, yung mga chismosa( di naman mawawala yan). Ang nakakaasar sa kanila aside sa pagkakalat ng mga secrets na alam nila ay yung kunyari close kayo pero inaantay lang nilang magsabi ng secret sa kanila ang kanilang biktima para maipagkalat. Actually pwede silang wala sa listahan ko dahil kayang- kaya naman nilang makalusot. Kaso may tatanga- tangang nahuhuli, pano tinuturo sila ng napagsabihan nila. Meron akong henyo na nahuli dati e. Napansin ko kasi na parang andaming nakakaalam nung secret ko, so ang ginawa ko tinanong ko kung sino yung nagsabi dun sa isang trusted source ko at sya ang tinuro. Idineny pa pero nung pinagharap ko yung source at chismosa napahiya na sya. So people ingat-ingat..

    And lastly, yung mga feelingera. Sobrang badtrip itong mga to kasi pagkatapos magfeeling close ikaw pa yung plastic. Ayaw na ayaw ko pa naman yung magkasama yung name ko at yung word na plastic sa iisang sentence. badtrip talaga ..

Baby Steps to Dream Come True

      One fine Wednesday evening I got home feeling pleased with myself. I was so pleased I just blurted out to my brother that I finally created my own blog account. But I wasn't ready with his reaction. I admit I expected him to be happy for me but that did not happen. He just asked me sarcastically what the hell am I gonna do with a blog. I ignored him wanting to feel pleased about myself a little more, but it definitely got me remembering way back when the concept of blogging was new to me. Back then I was only concerned about bragging, and I have only one thing in my mind that is to own a blog.
     Fast forward to the future, I am actually more than excited to start this blog. It would actually be hitting a lot of green pigs with one angry bird. With this blog I am actually fulfilling one life's ambition to the next. Ambitions that I might have given up on and presented with another chance to be fulfilled.